Everything is Grace Alone

Dear God,
I just wanna thank You for this sickness
For I can learn to be more patient
Maybe I used to move my body too quickly
And I really sure that I'm not a discipline one
So I often do everything in a hurry and fast
But now, to move fast is not a simple thing for me
I should do every simple thing with more patient

I should walk slowly now
Maybe with this You want to teach me to enjoy the time while I walking with see everything around me deeply
I should eat slowly also
Maybe I should learn to more enjoy every food taste in my mouth, so I now the differences of every taste
I should having shower slowly
Maybe You want me to relaxing my body at my shower time, feel the freshness of the water and smell of soap
And many other simple things..

God, I still remember when I felt pneumonia and asthma in my lungs
It hurt me so bad, even for breathing is a hard thing for me

Honestly, deep in my heart I really want to get health
You know, I really want to do so many things
I want to go to many places that I really want to see
But now I should not do long trip if I want to get my healthy back again

At this moment, I ask for nothing from You
Every morning I'm wake up
I'm breathing, I'm healthy, I'm alive
I know it's all because Your love

Thanks God, I can learn
For every move I make, every breath I take is only by Your grace alone